I’m not trying to be humble, it’s a defect.
Month: January 2023
nazar nahin lagti, nazranay lagjate hain.
baat nahin banti, afsanay banjate hain.
Seems like I only come by here in the oddities. The down moments.
I’ve been largely away or silent on social media the last many years. Since after the knee surgery anyway. That was in 2016.
I’ve been away before as well. Disabling accounts on and off. For whatever reason I didn’t consider the media going away. I thought that the flow would still be there once I returned.
That’s not how this works. The world changes with or without you. When it changes without you the way back only gets farther.
I logged into facebook recently. To see what people were up to. To see the flow of things. It’s a ghost town. Not sure if people have moved on to other places or if they have just moved on.
It saddened me. I’m sure all the folks are fine. It saddened me for me. I thought perhaps I could get reconnected in some way. Peek back on updates of old friends. When Google decided to discontinue gchat I lost touch with many folks I had otherwise kept in touch with regularly. Yes, I am a bad friend and there are others ways to stay in touch. But the power of the medium gives me pause.
I mostly just look at Instagram stories now. I respond in positive emojis like an old uncle giving people encouragement. I wonder how long it will be before these connections wither.