flawed.

I am sure it is a character flaw. I am not sure if it is the character flaw. You know, the one that does you in.

I will start things. The trouble is that I will also start other things. Some folks, I suppose, handle this all fine. I, on the other hand, tear myself down the dotted line. It is not as if I cannot handle separately the things that accumulate on my plate. I could even handle the accumulation if I could properly divide my attention. Just if I were able to focus.

Given the amount of time I have and the things I start, I ought to be able to do them. As simple as divide and conquer. Yet for some reason, that I have things to do deters me from doing anything. Silly, I know.

And yet it is so. So very flawed.