falling behind…

It’s Saturday, and I haven’t watched much television all week. This is the most I’ve fallen behind.

Shows I haven’t watched:
Battlestar Galactica

House

(there was no House this week)
Lost
The Office

Shows I haven’t watched that I have a hard time admitting to in public:
Veronica Mars

Grey’s Anatomy

(watched)

I’ve seen every single episode of all the shows above otherwise.

The only show I’ve seen this week is Heroes. That’s the one that matters most anyway.

scared…

I’m scared…

I haven’t really truely touched code in such a long time, that I’m scared to go back to it. I’ll open my IDE, and just stare at the code. Afraid to make any changes. It’s like a small child lost in a park, you like the park, but you’re lost. And so you’re scared, even in a place like a park.

I’m all talk now. “I used to do this, I used to do that”… “I have the potential to do such and such”…

talk is cheap, and I’m all talk…

contacts again…

a little exchange at work:

me: good day to you miss…
lady: what did I miss?
me: I would like you to have a good day madam…
lady: oh… hey… you look different, where are your glasses, are you wearing contacts?
me: I am indeed
lady: well, okay. you look good with the contacts.
me: thank you… you know I don’t have much of a choice, this is my face without glasses or contacts.

raptors basketball…

These are exciting times for Raptors fans… if they win the game today big time statement!

I realized the reason I used to watch so many raptors games and the reason I don’t watch so many raptors games. The emotional involvement is too much for me.

I cheer at every point we score and I get disappointed at every point the opponent scores. Losing a game is like losing blood. Sometimes it’s too much to take…

okay… deep breathes…